What can i do?

Yesterday 6am, my san shu gong pass away.. coz of old ppl illness.. in this januari, he had went in and out the timberland three times already.. luckily, during CNY he allowed to go home.. my relatives said last few days he kept saying tat he wan eat.. but he cant eat so, as the doctor not allowed.. tml morning it's going to chu san..

Can someone tell me wat to do? are there any ways to do to let the guy know tat he had been rejected? i had put him cold already but he stil like dint get wat i meant.. is the guy lagging?

New Year

2009 had came for nine days already.. In this 2009 , i hope i can pass all my t6 t7 t9 t10 and get my diploma..

AND it's time to forget about the past.. it's almost six year plus already.. Can i forget bout u? i myself also dono.. this few days, u had find me.. i'm not feel of wanna reply u.. but end up i stil did reply u.. haiz

Anyway i stil glad tat i'm not soft-hearted as before.. i dint promise him something tat he wan cuz anything tat i done in return i ll get nothing.. why i wan promise to do such thing which i ll not gain any benefit..

NEW YEAR NEW BEGIN~ Cheers

Special Day

Thanks all

Test Test Test

Just finish progress test one bout one week, soon ll have progress test two.. then mock.. last ll be external exam.. keep on struggling with test.. Stress

But i do stil remember today is mum's birthday.. not yet study til forgot bout others stuff yet.. haha.. Happy Birthday Mum!

Sigh

Today before i went school, i saw there is a wedding invitation at living room.. Its my dad fren's daughter wedding.. then i open the invitation card and see.. after i saw it, i not feeling happy.. Is the wedding date made me feel so..

Happy

Today i cant manage wake up early to help my mum to cook and make cake. Mum wake up early purposely to cook curry and make cake for me.

After mum picked bro to tuition at eight, she stil went market and come back cook again. but i stil slept on bed.

Thanks mum for cooking nice dinner for me~

第一次离开温暖的家

去年10月19日，是我第一次离开家。补习account的老师一定要我们参加那3天2夜的激励讲座，还要我们住在Kuching Park，不肯我们回家。因为他会讲课讲到半夜12点，然后8点上课。怕我们会说睡不醒，路上赛车，导致迟到，所以要我们住在哪里。

其实我并不想去，因为我不喜欢在外过夜，但老师强调必须，没选折，只好去咯！还好顺利和Esther都有去，至少有个照应，我也没担心太多。

才第一晚罢了，我的手指就受伤了。那晚吃完晚餐，就回房休息。我就去刷牙，刷牙时，没注意洗脸盆旁边有杯子，不小心把杯子打破。当我要把碎玻璃捡起时，手指不小心被割伤。但没那么痛，我就继续捡，哪知又被割伤。我就叫朋友来帮忙我，3只手指留血。Esther叫我洗水，顺利讲不可以，会很痛。那时我有点晕，让她们帮我处理罢了！拇指的流满多血的，当我有点清醒时，她们还没帮我处理完。我就叫她们找老师。

顺利陪我留在房间。等那么久没见她们出现，我就打电话给老师，打好几次老师都没接。快受不了那血一直流。老师带着黏布来房间找我，帮我黏。问我里面有玻璃碎吗，我说应该没有吧！处理完后，就下去上课了。眼里含有泪水，那时多么想家。在想在家的话，就不会出事了！

到演讲室时，每个人都看着我，因为我迟到。个个都用好奇的眼神，问我什么事，为什么哭。我只是静静罢了！也叫顺利她们别告诉别人为什么。或许我不喜欢人家太清楚我吧！所以不想让别人知。account老师走来问我，需要回家吗？我说没必要。

上完课后，我也没打电话给爸妈，告诉他们我受伤。要睡时，我开始想我的被窝，想如果家人现在在我身边多好。

第二天中午，我没下去用餐。我回房休息，顺利带上来给我吃。

就人不舒服的过完那3天2夜。第3天到了，兴奋极了，终于可以见到爸妈，可以回家。爸妈很早就在接待厅等我下去。超高兴的，当我看到他们，那么久没见他们。

在车上，告诉爸妈我手指第一天就受伤了，妈讲我就是不会做家务啦！第一次出家就受伤。我只好静静。到家时，就去洗澡，然后自己处理伤口。伤口很恐怖，就叫妈帮我。妈也被吓到，她以为是小伤口。妈帮我涂芦荟，还讲不可以放黏布，要让它有空气。爸也以为是小伤。问我还好吗？我说先用右手而已咯！

那3天2夜我太想家了！