高中忘不了的事

不知为什么已经两年了，我还没法忘记当年发生的事。或许因为这是糗事吧！不容易忘记。每年9月22日，我都会想起那事。今年是第二年了！

当年，天气阴凉，上课上到一半，感觉人有点不舒服，又冷到发抖，我就麻烦一位男生帮我关风扇。风扇关了，人有舒服点。那时才上第一堂课，那老师有点严格，所以我不敢在她的节出课室。就等到第二节老师进班，想出课室。但感觉人没那么不舒服，就留在班。

第二节上到一半，突然人太不舒服了，就托顺利告诉老师我不舒服，需要朋友陪我上洗手间。
我才从座位站起来就整个人失去知觉，晕倒。Puan Yeap都被我吓坏了。隐隐约约听到她打电话给Puan Lim(PBSM导师）。

之后的事情是顺利告诉我的。我班的十位男生都有轮流扶我起来，但都扶不起我。他们说因为我脚软，所以扶不起。大约五分钟之后，我自己站起来。那时我脑袋醒了，在想，我怎么可以在班上睡，就自己站了起来。

但朋友还有扶着我，因为我的人还没清醒。他们要带我去PBSM room,但我说我要先上洗手间。Puan Lim 去洗手间找我。问我有吃早餐吗？我有啊!吃面包啊！之后她就问我要不要回家，我一直说不用。因为我不要父母担心我，就没回家。那天是父母坐中午班机去KL参加姐的毕业典礼，我担心他们会因为我在学校昏倒，而留在古晋，不去参加。我也不想姐的毕业典礼孤零零，没家人分享她的喜悦，就没告诉他们。只有顺利知道我不回家的原因。之后，Puan Lim就叫我去PBSM room休息。

11.30am妈来接我放学，载我回店。在车上妈终吩咐我要看顾家和弟，超不舍得他们的，眼泪要留了下来。还好我坚持着眼泪，不让父母看到我流泪。父母去机场了，我没送他们，因为我真的很不舍得他们。

剩下我、阿姨、表哥在店，我就告诉阿姨早上在学校的事。哪知爸会打电话回店交待事情，阿姨就告诉他。哎呀！我就是不要让父母知道，才趁他们离开才跟你说嘛！爸问我怎么无端端昏倒，我一直答没事没事。吩咐我必要时，要看医生。幸好，父母知道后没改变主意。

我想那天昏倒的原因，应该是太压力吧！父母出门，很多事情都交待我，当时我又还不会做家务。自从那次昏倒后，朋友他们个个担心我又会再次昏倒。每当我上洗手间太久，他们就会去找我。哈哈

感谢那些在我昏倒时帮我的朋友和老师。对不起，如果那时有把你们吓坏了。

T2 Computer based Exam Over

T2 exam over dy.. thanks god for not having too much and tricky IT quest for me.. but i not so satisfy with d result tat i had.. haiz.. miss said i greedy.. i don think so as d quest is quite easy tat mostly is cost accounting quest.. onli few quest bout ten is IT.. and d IT is easy too.. i onli get 86mark.. haiz.. so bad a..

Oh ya.. last few days i buzy study for test.. sorry for those who find me.. wat i had promise to u ppl plz do remind me again ya if i forgot.. Erm.. i onli remember my 二叔母 from miri wan to have video call with me last niz but i buzy study cant chat with u.. dono why u ll find me ??? sorry ya 二叔母.. i ll get back to u toniz.. haha.. den is esther wan me go one day trip at permai on tis weekend.. detail stuff stil dono yet.. but say d truth i lazy to go o.. better stay at home watch movie, chatting.. haiz.. stil not confirm a.. see 1st la.. but one thing is confirm tat i ll not go enter k at niz.. i don like tat place.. u ppl go ahead lo.. are there anything tat i forgot plz do remind me ya..

Erm.. there's one important thing i need to do is find back my direction to study.. Effort tat push me to study hard hard get good result.. for now, i onli know tis CAT is wat my parent wan me to study.. i don have idea to study wat course after 1st July incident so juzt go for parent's wish.. Dad, don put too much hope on me plz.. i'm smart juz bcuz i'm hardworking not being smart since i born.. let me separate T6 T7 T9 T10 paper plz.. i don wan take one go.. I ll too stress if take one go..

Anyway Bye Bye to T2.. Welcome to T3 and T4.. Haha

Where's my confidence??

Am i loss myself since 1st Jul 2008?? watever i done for my study now, i think i din really put much effort like wat i had done for my spm.. why d incident on 1st Jul bring such big impact on my life?? Until today i still can remember d feeling on tat day.. loss of myself, where can i go, how can i go on my life.. luckily my parent and grandparent at my side helping me.. But there's always shadow on tat incident.. how can i delete tat incident from my memory?? i don think i can forget bout it..
Thurs i'm having t2 computer based exam.. and tis ll be d last t2 exam if i done it well.. can i done it with my satisfy result?? i dono..

Joke

Let me share a joke with u.. Tis joke was told by my fren, seng wee, to me 1..
Seng wee's cousin went to damai lagoon on hol.. at d beach there, he saw a couple of foreign take a nap under d sun.. Suddenly, his cousin saw a SNAKE.. so he shouted out SNAKE.. who know d foreign thought is SNAG.. d foreign wake up and find wood and hit on tat pity guy.. haiz.. after some explanation by d guy den d foreign realised tat he misunderstand.. but d foreign no fear bout d snake by taking picture on it instead..
FUNNY?? mayb d problem is d pronounce of different country i think..
haiz.. a bit headache but need to do revision for my t2 which has IT ll test on next week.. STRESS..

Where can i go???

Last nite din sleep well.. as a result i late for today exam.. luckily d test is option for me.. d test i onli get 68mark very bad a.. nvm la.. cuz i wont sit tat paper for cbe exam..
mayb nextweek i ll sit for t2 cbe exam liao lo.. tis paper de IT part ll make me fail le.. why they wan to put it in actg?? i dono much thing bout IT o.. hope i wont get much IT quest for cbe lo.. STRESS a.. next week exam liao many thing need to learn.. Haiz..
Fri nite i ll be alone at home a.. parent ll go for dinner.. sis went working at sibu for ten days.. bro ll attend tuition class.. left me alone at home.. i don wan stay at home alone.. where can i go?? stil no idea.. Haiz..