Special Day

Thanks all

Test Test Test

Just finish progress test one bout one week, soon ll have progress test two.. then mock.. last ll be external exam.. keep on struggling with test.. Stress

But i do stil remember today is mum's birthday.. not yet study til forgot bout others stuff yet.. haha.. Happy Birthday Mum!

Sigh

Today before i went school, i saw there is a wedding invitation at living room.. Its my dad fren's daughter wedding.. then i open the invitation card and see.. after i saw it, i not feeling happy.. Is the wedding date made me feel so..

Happy

Today i cant manage wake up early to help my mum to cook and make cake. Mum wake up early purposely to cook curry and make cake for me.

After mum picked bro to tuition at eight, she stil went market and come back cook again. but i stil slept on bed.

Thanks mum for cooking nice dinner for me~

第一次离开温暖的家

去年10月19日，是我第一次离开家。补习account的老师一定要我们参加那3天2夜的激励讲座，还要我们住在Kuching Park，不肯我们回家。因为他会讲课讲到半夜12点，然后8点上课。怕我们会说睡不醒，路上赛车，导致迟到，所以要我们住在哪里。

其实我并不想去，因为我不喜欢在外过夜，但老师强调必须，没选折，只好去咯！还好顺利和Esther都有去，至少有个照应，我也没担心太多。

才第一晚罢了，我的手指就受伤了。那晚吃完晚餐，就回房休息。我就去刷牙，刷牙时，没注意洗脸盆旁边有杯子，不小心把杯子打破。当我要把碎玻璃捡起时，手指不小心被割伤。但没那么痛，我就继续捡，哪知又被割伤。我就叫朋友来帮忙我，3只手指留血。Esther叫我洗水，顺利讲不可以，会很痛。那时我有点晕，让她们帮我处理罢了！拇指的流满多血的，当我有点清醒时，她们还没帮我处理完。我就叫她们找老师。

顺利陪我留在房间。等那么久没见她们出现，我就打电话给老师，打好几次老师都没接。快受不了那血一直流。老师带着黏布来房间找我，帮我黏。问我里面有玻璃碎吗，我说应该没有吧！处理完后，就下去上课了。眼里含有泪水，那时多么想家。在想在家的话，就不会出事了！

到演讲室时，每个人都看着我，因为我迟到。个个都用好奇的眼神，问我什么事，为什么哭。我只是静静罢了！也叫顺利她们别告诉别人为什么。或许我不喜欢人家太清楚我吧！所以不想让别人知。account老师走来问我，需要回家吗？我说没必要。

上完课后，我也没打电话给爸妈，告诉他们我受伤。要睡时，我开始想我的被窝，想如果家人现在在我身边多好。

第二天中午，我没下去用餐。我回房休息，顺利带上来给我吃。

就人不舒服的过完那3天2夜。第3天到了，兴奋极了，终于可以见到爸妈，可以回家。爸妈很早就在接待厅等我下去。超高兴的，当我看到他们，那么久没见他们。

在车上，告诉爸妈我手指第一天就受伤了，妈讲我就是不会做家务啦！第一次出家就受伤。我只好静静。到家时，就去洗澡，然后自己处理伤口。伤口很恐怖，就叫妈帮我。妈也被吓到，她以为是小伤口。妈帮我涂芦荟，还讲不可以放黏布，要让它有空气。爸也以为是小伤。问我还好吗？我说先用右手而已咯！

那3天2夜我太想家了！

Stress Miserable

Today feel moody. mayb cuz of i keep on thinking about my CAT test around the corner already. 3rd til 5th Dec, left two months to study. Feel stress, tired and seldom talk. Dono why just ll feel like tat. Hope to have some more rest.

Pick Family member when needed

Finally i had pick all my family member when they needed my help. they had tried my driving dy. hehe.

It's hard to have chance to pick my dad. cuz usually he ll want to drive rather than let me drive. but finally i have the chance to pick dad. yesterday i have the chance to fetch my dad at airport to dad's office. Erm. he dint comment anything bout my driving. i think should be ok la. tat's d 1st time i pick dad.

i ll pick my mum when she lazy drive herself to market as she find hard to find parking so sometime i ll bring mum go market.

for my sis, i ll bring her to work every morning and sometime we both hang out, she lazy drive so i have to drive. sigh

last my bro, always bring him to tuition or sch and pick him back.

Lastly, i hope i have a chance to bring all my family member together out on family day but i know it's hard to have such chance. Haiz

高中忘不了的事

不知为什么已经两年了，我还没法忘记当年发生的事。或许因为这是糗事吧！不容易忘记。每年9月22日，我都会想起那事。今年是第二年了！

当年，天气阴凉，上课上到一半，感觉人有点不舒服，又冷到发抖，我就麻烦一位男生帮我关风扇。风扇关了，人有舒服点。那时才上第一堂课，那老师有点严格，所以我不敢在她的节出课室。就等到第二节老师进班，想出课室。但感觉人没那么不舒服，就留在班。

第二节上到一半，突然人太不舒服了，就托顺利告诉老师我不舒服，需要朋友陪我上洗手间。
我才从座位站起来就整个人失去知觉，晕倒。Puan Yeap都被我吓坏了。隐隐约约听到她打电话给Puan Lim(PBSM导师）。

之后的事情是顺利告诉我的。我班的十位男生都有轮流扶我起来，但都扶不起我。他们说因为我脚软，所以扶不起。大约五分钟之后，我自己站起来。那时我脑袋醒了，在想，我怎么可以在班上睡，就自己站了起来。

但朋友还有扶着我，因为我的人还没清醒。他们要带我去PBSM room,但我说我要先上洗手间。Puan Lim 去洗手间找我。问我有吃早餐吗？我有啊!吃面包啊！之后她就问我要不要回家，我一直说不用。因为我不要父母担心我，就没回家。那天是父母坐中午班机去KL参加姐的毕业典礼，我担心他们会因为我在学校昏倒，而留在古晋，不去参加。我也不想姐的毕业典礼孤零零，没家人分享她的喜悦，就没告诉他们。只有顺利知道我不回家的原因。之后，Puan Lim就叫我去PBSM room休息。

11.30am妈来接我放学，载我回店。在车上妈终吩咐我要看顾家和弟，超不舍得他们的，眼泪要留了下来。还好我坚持着眼泪，不让父母看到我流泪。父母去机场了，我没送他们，因为我真的很不舍得他们。

剩下我、阿姨、表哥在店，我就告诉阿姨早上在学校的事。哪知爸会打电话回店交待事情，阿姨就告诉他。哎呀！我就是不要让父母知道，才趁他们离开才跟你说嘛！爸问我怎么无端端昏倒，我一直答没事没事。吩咐我必要时，要看医生。幸好，父母知道后没改变主意。

我想那天昏倒的原因，应该是太压力吧！父母出门，很多事情都交待我，当时我又还不会做家务。自从那次昏倒后，朋友他们个个担心我又会再次昏倒。每当我上洗手间太久，他们就会去找我。哈哈

感谢那些在我昏倒时帮我的朋友和老师。对不起，如果那时有把你们吓坏了。

T2 Computer based Exam Over

T2 exam over dy.. thanks god for not having too much and tricky IT quest for me.. but i not so satisfy with d result tat i had.. haiz.. miss said i greedy.. i don think so as d quest is quite easy tat mostly is cost accounting quest.. onli few quest bout ten is IT.. and d IT is easy too.. i onli get 86mark.. haiz.. so bad a..

Oh ya.. last few days i buzy study for test.. sorry for those who find me.. wat i had promise to u ppl plz do remind me again ya if i forgot.. Erm.. i onli remember my 二叔母 from miri wan to have video call with me last niz but i buzy study cant chat with u.. dono why u ll find me ??? sorry ya 二叔母.. i ll get back to u toniz.. haha.. den is esther wan me go one day trip at permai on tis weekend.. detail stuff stil dono yet.. but say d truth i lazy to go o.. better stay at home watch movie, chatting.. haiz.. stil not confirm a.. see 1st la.. but one thing is confirm tat i ll not go enter k at niz.. i don like tat place.. u ppl go ahead lo.. are there anything tat i forgot plz do remind me ya..

Erm.. there's one important thing i need to do is find back my direction to study.. Effort tat push me to study hard hard get good result.. for now, i onli know tis CAT is wat my parent wan me to study.. i don have idea to study wat course after 1st July incident so juzt go for parent's wish.. Dad, don put too much hope on me plz.. i'm smart juz bcuz i'm hardworking not being smart since i born.. let me separate T6 T7 T9 T10 paper plz.. i don wan take one go.. I ll too stress if take one go..

Anyway Bye Bye to T2.. Welcome to T3 and T4.. Haha

Where's my confidence??

Am i loss myself since 1st Jul 2008?? watever i done for my study now, i think i din really put much effort like wat i had done for my spm.. why d incident on 1st Jul bring such big impact on my life?? Until today i still can remember d feeling on tat day.. loss of myself, where can i go, how can i go on my life.. luckily my parent and grandparent at my side helping me.. But there's always shadow on tat incident.. how can i delete tat incident from my memory?? i don think i can forget bout it..
Thurs i'm having t2 computer based exam.. and tis ll be d last t2 exam if i done it well.. can i done it with my satisfy result?? i dono..

Joke

Let me share a joke with u.. Tis joke was told by my fren, seng wee, to me 1..
Seng wee's cousin went to damai lagoon on hol.. at d beach there, he saw a couple of foreign take a nap under d sun.. Suddenly, his cousin saw a SNAKE.. so he shouted out SNAKE.. who know d foreign thought is SNAG.. d foreign wake up and find wood and hit on tat pity guy.. haiz.. after some explanation by d guy den d foreign realised tat he misunderstand.. but d foreign no fear bout d snake by taking picture on it instead..
FUNNY?? mayb d problem is d pronounce of different country i think..
haiz.. a bit headache but need to do revision for my t2 which has IT ll test on next week.. STRESS..

Where can i go???

Last nite din sleep well.. as a result i late for today exam.. luckily d test is option for me.. d test i onli get 68mark very bad a.. nvm la.. cuz i wont sit tat paper for cbe exam..
mayb nextweek i ll sit for t2 cbe exam liao lo.. tis paper de IT part ll make me fail le.. why they wan to put it in actg?? i dono much thing bout IT o.. hope i wont get much IT quest for cbe lo.. STRESS a.. next week exam liao many thing need to learn.. Haiz..
Fri nite i ll be alone at home a.. parent ll go for dinner.. sis went working at sibu for ten days.. bro ll attend tuition class.. left me alone at home.. i don wan stay at home alone.. where can i go?? stil no idea.. Haiz..

HappY

Today i wake up at 8.. den bring my sis to spring to wash face at kose.. den bring my bro went hui sing ta pao his laksa.. den i went to buy stationery.. u know wat happen when i reach home?? i saw d receipt for buying d stationary had overcharge me rm3.90.. esther,my fren, sms me to ask me hanging out.. so two like tat teresa came to pick me den we went to spring to find bing jie.. while waiting bing jie to have dinner together.. we went to eat sugarbun ice-cream cost rm1.50.. i ate vanilla flavour.. den we went to padini there shopping.. i bought a middle long sleeve cost rm32.45.. white colour 1.. hehe.. five o'clock is bing jie's dinner time den we went to food court there eat.. i ate mushroom soup and esther gave me some of her fish n chip as she's keep fit now.. GAMBATEH!! ESTHER!! U can do it..
Bout six teresa bring me back.. den i follow my dad them went to eat steak again at terry before hui sing's petronas.. my dad chicken chop with cheese rm12.. my bro ate chicken chop with mushroom sauce rm10.50.. my mum ate fish n chip rm12.. Guest wat i ate?? i ate lamb chop with mushroom sauce rm12.. for me, d western food quite okie.. and d price are reasonable too.. u can go there and try.. see whether have any command from u or not.. lolz..
And now blogging lo.. I WANNA GO SHOPPING AT KL ON TIS DEC.. Anyone wanna go?? Tml is my family day a.. lolz.. All of u Enjoy your weekend ya.. Relax yourself during weekend.. lolz..

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My sis had quarel with my mum last nite.. cuz of she don has any study room for her to study.. Haiz.. so i ll be middle person to talk between them..
Today t1 exam veri difficult a donno i ll pass or not.. or i ll not get good result as last test.. if result not good donno ll be go yo see Nrlson or not.. or they ll take back my scolarship.. donno le.. so i have to make sure i perform well for all of d test..
Recently i'm quite stress cuz t5 is coming soon.. tis paper very tough a.. many theories need to memorise.. Wow!!! STRESS!! REALLY STRESS!! Need to start to do revision for t5 liao..
Tonight i should be go back to sch to attend motivation class BUT i din go at last CUZ my frenz din go.. IF i go i ll be lonely sit at there for 2 hours.. Some of my frens had write letter to admin bout reason for not attend d class but i din do so.. CUZ i lazy to write.. If i called to see who who, den just tell them i had thing to do on tat day..
Tml whole day no class so stay at home start to learn my t5.. hehe.. need to guai guai learning liao.. cant owes watch movie all d time..
So far tat's all.. bb..

WaNna FalL SicK

Today have eng test without acknowledge before d day so i simply do d test.. sien le.. dOnNO i ll pass d eaxam or not.. tml i have progress test for t1.. stil not yet do revision..
Today at sch play a game with my coursemate quite FUNNY d ans tat they gave.. Interest to know wat d game is??? my coursemate feel like wanna play with Miss but she refuse to play cuz she scare we kacau her, keep on asking us to try with coursemate 1st.. d game really FUNNY made me keep on laughing til i almost wanna fall a sick.. My coursemates sit near me fall sick dy tat they absent class for last few days.. blogging when i'm free.. wanna go to prepare dinner.. bb..

RouTiNe

today nothing much happen.. it's normal.. lolz.. am have class tml morning.. gonna go for bed.. NiteZzz